First off, let me say thankyou to all who are visiting this site. I am grateful that you guys visited my blog and please comment. Your comments are greatly appreciated. I am thankful you guys took the flyers and showed interest. Thankyou again.
So, Today was crazy. Got up late around 930, cleaned my room, made some important phone calls, and then went out to town and passed out flyers to advertise my blog. I think I passed out roughly 85. So, that could be 85 more people reading my blog. Yay! It could also end up to be more if the people pass the word on to their friends. That could be more and that would make this blog popular. I want people to read this blog and comment so bad.
So, I also went to target and bought earrings. I have my own ear piercing studio for myself and I am trying different sizes on. I am enjoying it. I wish I could get paid to pierce people’s ears. Course, I know that’s never gonna happen. Or could it? Hmm….God only knows! Yep, then I got home and goofed around on my tablet.
Then house meeting. I was so upset after house meeting. We still can’t use the tv and are restricted to doing certain things in the house. I hate it. I hate living with these boys…they’re all assholes (like my best friend said yesterday when I was texting her. I love her). Wish I could live somewhere else, but I’m stuck here. It sucks!
So, we also had a christmas party after house meeting. We called it the “Tacky Sweater Party”. In it, we all each had to wear a very ugly or tacky sweater. I think mine was probably the most ugliest. I did not like the sweater I was wearing. It felt uncomfortable and shabby and itchy, but it was warm.
We ate dinner, talked, played card games( like rummy), and exchanged small gifts. It was fun and the meal was delicious. The program Director, Kim, was very nice to buy us all those small gifts! I was thankful. I got a journal (and a very nice one too) and a huge writing pen. It was awesome! I also got some perfume and some sweet smelling cucumber lotion. Mmm….It was so good. I liked the party and it was fun.
Guess what!? I held a baby for the first time today! Yep, yu heard right! A staff member here had a newborn baby weeks ago and it was a girl. She named it Avery (which is a cute name) and bought her to the party tonight. I asked to hold it and she let me! I was so about to cry! The baby was so sweet and cute and her eyes were so magnificient! I felt like life stopped for me just holding a small fragile thing like that. OMG, I was so scared, but at the same time overjoyed! The baby was so cute and her face was so radiant like the sun and amazin! I wanna be a daddy one day! I love children!
So anyways, the party’s over and I’m blogging it out. Which is good. I miss my fam so bad. Christmas makes me think of them so much. I wanna cry. I wish I could see them, but as mentioned before, I’ve been banished and I must pay for my mistakes and sins. God help me, if I ever live with this my whole life. Nah, maybe they will come around soon. Soon. I hope.
Anyways, I want a partner so bad these days. Preferably a male partner. I want someone I can talk to and feel like they’re there. I want to sleep in bed next to him everynight and know he isn’t gonna leave me. I want to know he’s gonna love me no matter what. I think everyone wants this. Anyways, I probably need to stop there. Thanks for reading.